Mom...

 Mom, I miss you so.
The days go by and it seems so unreal.
This pain is unknown.
90 days of this ordeal.
How come you had to go?
I really don't understand.
I lost you twice in 9 months.
No such thing as a helping hand.
So now I'm lost,
and I feel there's no way out.
People look at me and tell me I've changed,
well of course I have, there's no doubt.
I need you,
I miss you,
I love you.